Just being real here

How many times do you have to be honest with yourself


Until you listen to yourself being honest?


I think I've finally reached that breaking point.

If there was anything else I could think of, I would have thought of it by now. If there was anything else that could be done, I would have done it. All I know is that I'm sick and tired of being dishonest with myself that I am going to snap sooner than later, so I might as well just make myself snap. To put it mildly, I'm pretty sure this is going to be the stupidest thing I've ever done. But I do not see any other alternative.


It's time to see if I can actually sit back and take control of something with my emotions instead of being rocked by what happens to me. I'm done with just reacting all the time. I need some action. I need to do something about this.